NOMNOMNOM I LOVE CHRISTMAS

...Sooo, how's everyone's Christmas going/gone?
Here, not too bad. Not quite done yet since I'm at dad's tomorrow, but so far it's rocked pretty hard. Took some photos too, but I'll probably not put any up here unless I decide they're artistic enough XD
I'll give the full list of everything once I've been to dads so I don't have to do two lists.

Christmas Eve was pretty cool, mainly just watched TV and got everything ready for today but it was really good I even managed to get to sleep without a worry, I was so tired XD

It was a nice change this Christmas, to be happy to see everyone's reactions to what I got for them, and not be too bothered about what I got. It was great to see Chris' face when I got his xkcd shirt for him (which I was so jealous of XD), great to see my mum's reaction when I got her something and incredible to see Ryan's face when I showed him one of his presents XDXDXD
Of course I'm glad to get presents, but it felt really nice to give this year and not care about what I got back.
I need to stop being all emotionalised about this, it's really just Christmas XD

Plans for New Year, anyone? I know it's still a short while away but I like to know XD
Not sure what I'm doing. I think I'm going to Ryan's house for a party, but I'm not sure yet.
I hope I'll make - and keep to - some resolutions this year. I unfortunately didn't keep to the ones I made last year, but circumstances have changed and it looks like 2010 will be a much better year, so I'm hoping my resolutions might be kept <3

Will update with cheery Looking-Foward-To-Next-Year-Look-What-I-Got journal in a few days if I can

Izzi x

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But now your mouth wishes it could inhale
Every single little thing you said to make things fail
Every single word you sputtered just to get your piece
But it really doesn’t matter to me
’Cause from the start to the end, no matter what I pretend
The journey is more important than the end or the start
And what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard

- Enth E End - Linkin Park

...Yes. Indeed XD

Sooo, another journal XD
I love my journal skin enough to use it a lot, okay?

So...stuff's being going on, as ever.
Today especially's been insane. I wouldn't have even got everything done if I hadn't been woken up this morning by ~RyanDevineOfficial ringing me XD
So, had that conversation, finished my dad's Christmas presents (paintings, which I've finally finished <3), got dressed, went to town with dad, had lunch out, did some shopping, SAW RYAN IN TOWN XDXD, and then cleaned out my 'office' under the stairs. Oh, and I put all my stuff in my new school bag ready for when we go back
Productive day I like it when it's like that. Takes my mind off of stuff, keeps me busy. You can't be a sad, pathetic nobody if you're too busy to notice XD
However, my productivity's turned to mush now I'm online. I'm gonna watch those addictive 'Mac vs PC' ads and play Tetris XD

God, I really do wish I had a Mac now, too *bleh*
I hope my mum hasn't got me anything new PC-wise. I really don't want any of that anymore. Want a Mac now, thanks to a certain someone *grr* XDXDXD.
Not really sure what I do have for Christmas this year. All our gifts have gone to stay with mum's boyfriend because we're going there for Christmas Day, so I can't look at them all anymore. I had a go at feeling some of them to guess what they are but I've got no idea. All I know is I might have a new phone and my dad's putting me on pay monthly credit. But there's tons of other gifts and I WANT THEM NOOOWWWW XD

And I want a new icon but I really don't know what I want it OF.
If anyone's got any ideas/feels like making me one, let me know?
Same with my ID, I want a new one of those too, but NYEAH I really still kinda like the one I have. GAH this really ISN'T a hard decision, is it? XD

Is anyone interested in me doing requests again? I'm thinking of running requests for dolls and pixels again but myeah, I kinda want to know if anyone actually would be interested first.
I really should be working on all my in-progress stuff, but I'm really not inspired. At least requests might help me get back into it again.

That'll have to be all, I think XD No more rambling.

Izzi x

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But now your mouth wishes it could inhale
Every single little thing you said to make things fail
Every single word you sputtered just to get your piece
But it really doesn’t matter to me
’Cause from the start to the end, no matter what I pretend
The journey is more important than the end or the start
And what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard

- Enth E End - Linkin Park

You ever had that feeling where something shouldn't hurt but it does?
You know, where something gets under your skin and you don't understand why you actually care?
Yeah. Me. That feeling. Now.

Whatever. New skin <333 *hugs it*
I wanted one I could put all my features and crap in, and I tried like 569796847 million and none of them did what I wanted.
And my old one from before? Editing it made me so angry I wanted to kill things.
THANKYOU SO MUCH *konfusion-with-a-k <33 *hug*
YOU, my dear, get the first feature of my new Journal XD

This weekend's been...interesting. Yesterday was big family dinner on my dad's side so I went to my aunts and we had fun, ate cake and I played Wii Sports with my cousins (and now my arms are like...falling off or something XD).
And today I got my hair cut which was okay but I'm kinda sad I didn't get the fringe how I wanted, but my hair's not long enough for that.
I don't even want to talk about Friday night. Ugh.

But don't get me wrong, I'm doing okay.
Emotions suck, but that's what distractions are for
Seriously felt like crying a lot since Friday night happened, but I behaved myself and nothing THAT bad's happened, though I've got that horrible feeling you get when you bottle up emotions.
Not sure what to feel anymore, and I'm really uncertain about myself. I even considered closing up my DA, but I didn't want to waste this subscription since Poopsky was nice enough to buy it <3

Anyway my dears, I think that's all. I need to eat XD

If anyone feels like listening I could do with a looong talk on MSN.

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I'd Like To Make Myself Believe
That Planet Earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems
When I Fall Asleep

- Fireflies - Owl City

*happy sigh*

Hello peeps

Not sure what I can say on the whole. Exams have been bleh, but fun. Got a chance to kickstart renovations on my site, but I'm still behind and next Monday (which was free) is now NOT FREE, so unless I do it this weekend, it'll probably not open for visitors again until next week or later.
Tuesday night's our Music concert (and I'm wearing an apron and a super gay pink shirt XD) and then Righteous Suicide have a gig Wednesday night which'll go badly, for sure.
Which leaves Thursday and Friday to relax and then I'm with my dad on Saturday. God, my life is eventful XD

Christmas presents are pretty much bought Chris' present came today which is HARDCORE but bad because I really like it and I want to wear it myself XD
Only have one more thing to buy this weekend and then I should be done. I'm pretty broke though >__<
It also reminds me I need to make a gift for DA XD *not focused*

Ryan is on DA <3 ~RyanDevineOfficial <33
Go love what he has in his gallery because he's amazing <3

Owl City is god XD *obsession*
I hope we get to see them next year because that would be awesome
CKY are still better but that's because I'm hopelessly obsessed with them. But Owl City would be cool and awesome <3

Long journal is long. No-one is interested in my life XD

Izzi x

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~PixelSoup -x- dA's Celebrities Crew -x- ~AntiTwilight -x- =dapride

[..SHAMELESS PROMOTION..]
(Promoting bands, people, friends and stuff of my own)

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Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line (or two) from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses the artist/song( or soundtrack.. ) correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own.

1: I tried to kill the pain, but only brought more, so much more

2: Forfeit the game before somebody else takes you out of the frame

3: Caught here in a fiery blaze, won’t lose my will to stay

4: I don’t wanna let you know, your heart’s an attraction

5: Mr. Sandman showing his beam, when he walks into the room the walls lean in to listen

6: Drowning deep in my sea of loathing, broken your servant I kneel

7: Divided we stand in the light of a frozen sun, cursing the gods we have become

8: You took what you wanted and left, like locusts. Everything I gave to you, everything that we've been through

9: From the west to the east I have flown to be near you, I have come all this way to be close, to be here with you

10: Woe is me, oh this deception modifies myself, I've hurt my feelings now

11: I’m driving black on black, just got my license back, I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track

12: This microphone explodes, shattering the moulds Ya either drop tha hits like de la O or get tha fuck off tha commode

13: No use for kneeling down, when there’s no tomorrow

14: Now I know, that I can't make you stay, but where's your heart?

15: Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me, and dear my love, haven't you longed to be free?

16: Time on your side that will never end, the most beautiful thing you can ever spend

17: Before I could ever let you go, gonna beg until I drive you mad

18: Gaze into her killing jar, I'd sometimes stare for hours

19: I've exposed your lies, baby, the underneath is no big surprise

20: I push my fingers into my eyes...It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...

21: Where's your respect? Why bite the hand that feeds you?

22: You can tell from the scars on my arms, and the stains on my skirt

23: Almost every day, I see the same face, On broken picture tube, It fits the attitude

24: Loaded like a freight train, flyin' like an aeroplane

25: You’re a part-time lover and a full-time friend

26: I've seen it done like the way the dogs do, I'll think it over, we're standing into

27: Don't cry, open up your eyes and know, there's someone else out there that feels this way

28: With the lights out it’s never less dangerous, even with a stranger never gets painless

29: Turn up the radio, I need it more than ever now

30: The more you see the more you do, the television's feeding you

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[..CLUBS..]

~PixelSoup -x- dA's Celebrities Crew -x- ~AntiTwilight -x- =dapride

[..SHAMELESS PROMOTION..]
(Promoting bands, people, friends and stuff of my own)

Stratters Fear Clothing -x- Freefold -x- All At Stake -x- Swound! -x- My Twitter -x- Patchwork Grace -x- The Fuse -x- [RIP] Chasing Amy -x- Front Room Wreck